
Tomorrow my book will officially been on the market a full month. I’d love to sell a few more before then!
Big Feels: I feel too much



Tomorrow my book will officially been on the market a full month. I’d love to sell a few more before then!
Big Feels: I feel too much
I’ve always craved a sense of belonging,
Never felt I was one to fit in
Always trying, Always fawning
But then I met you, goosebumps on my skin
It was you I had been craving,
It is you whom I belong,
Your souls engraving,
On my Soul, like a melodic love song
All things are temporary
Even if it feels contrary
To have a lot to carry
A lot of pain to bury
It can be quite scary
To Feel like you can function barely
It’s understandable to be reactionary
But you weren’t made to be ordinary
You were made to be evolutionary
And that is honorary
Your life will be legendary
Even when it hurts momentarily
Your life should be your primary
You’re such a visionary
And that’s not imaginary
Because you are pure luminary
And I’ll be your sanctuary
The chaos is calm
The loud noise silenced
Heart rate is steady
Surrounded by warmth
Cradled in my lovers embrace
I can breathe; I am safe
My home is warm
My home is safe
It’s cozy and comfy
And cannot be replaced
My favorite scent; I can only smell there
It fills me glee
Makes my heart happy; a smile I can taste
So overwhelmed with love and peace
It calms my heart and slows down its pace
I wish I could take my home everywhere or never leave
But that isn’t the case
Because my home is a person
A heart, soul and body
My home has a face
My home is love
My home is warm
My home is safe
I hope they remember before mom was sick
Mom loved to play and mom wasn’t stuck in bed all day
I hope they remember before mom was sick
When she was healthy and strong and worked all day long
I hope they remember before mom was sick
When mom could take them out and about, when mom didn’t pass out
I hope they remember before mom was sick
Smiles on faces and fun happy places
I hope they remember before mom was sick
When she smothered them with love and wasn’t stuck in her bedroom, one floor above
I hope they remember before mom was sick
Mom was the one, mom was the only one who could get anything done
I hope they remember before mom was sick
Before doctors appointments and hospital visits
She wanted to do everything right, she didn’t want to quit
And tried hard every single day to keep up with it
She never intended to be living like this
I hope they remember before mom was sick
There once was a fox so lonely and sad
This fox didn’t know how bad it she had.
A fox so scared
A fox so meek
A fox didn’t look
A fox didn’t seek
There once was fox roaming through life
He buried his feelings, his pain his strife
A fox so sly
A fox so mystique
A fox didn’t look
A fox didn’t seek
There once was a day when sun broke through the trees
The foxes, not seeking, could finally see.
He saw her eyes and She felt his strength
Soon the distance between them; less than an arm’s length
Two foxes together are better than one
Two foxes can play; two foxes can run
Two foxes no longer alone on their own
Two foxes together finally found their home
There was once were two foxes
It’s raining
It’s pouring
But with you it’s never boring
Cuddled Up
Cozy and warm
laughter louder than the storm
Your hands are soft
As they hold mine
Nowhere I’d rather be in space or time
In this moment
nothing is wrong
Everything is right like a perfect love song
I listen to the sound of your heartbeat
As I lay my head on your chest
Nothing could be better
Because this is the best
You move my hair
And kiss my forehead
And my heart could not be happier than lying with you in bed
I squeeze you tight
Overwhelmed with love
There isn’t anything I’d rather be doing that I can think of