Dark place

I’m not in a good head space
I’m in a really dark place
Don’t want to look at my face
All I see is a disgrace
Feeling like I’m just a waste
Longing for a warm embrace
Searching for a familiar face
Something to help in anyway.
Do I not deserve grace
To feel safe
It’s not the case
For now, I’ll cry in my dismay
My life is in disarray
Will I make another day?